Crunch Time

This past week has been by far the most stressful of them all. I assume that I should be happy that it has taken this long to become this stressful, but at the same time I am still unclear with a lot of things that we have to do for the day. After the Lumina Tech walkthrough with Dustin, I was told that I would not be able to touch any equipment whatsoever within the booth. Because I wasn't aware that this was the case. Now that this has been brought to my attention I am unclear what my position is for aside from sitting up in the booth and offering up a few suggestions where I think are necessary. This frees up my time, however it stresses me out much more because my director does not have any words of advice for me to fill that time. I have assumed the role of what I’d like to call an ‘Event Manager’, which is running through the tech with every ‘civilian’ that is going to use it, but other than that I am lost. My role seems to have diminished and I am determined to occupy my time and help others the day of, but I will go over my own responsibilities first. The strain of being a projectionist that cannot touch equipment and being within the Visions staff is stressful and hard to manage because they are both jobs that I have to do. The conflicting sides have been semi-cleared up now by both sides, however, I am still concerned about my duties.